September 2010
2 posts
“Words and words. We speak of nothing but letters which form what only is a...”
– David Sotelo
“Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank...”
– William Ernest Henley
January 2010
8 posts
A time.
I remember when there was a guilt free way of living. When I decided not to take this life so personally. I recall a time where I woke up with a clear conscience. I can still see the same sky, with the same eyes and perception. Nothing seems to be recognizable in my mind. I remember when I had no weight on my shoulders. I think back to existing, to living, to caring. Now, at a time where love...
Broken
I stand before you…Once again my old friend. How long has time stood between us? How many decisions have i made…not to include your opinion. Never to ask you any questions. I assumed you left me here. I assumed you continued to punish me for what i have become. Did you take my best friend from me? It was just yesterday I took the dogtags from around my neck…and placed them in his...
She-Reigns
Oh how it feels. How it hurts. How it’s bittersweet. The cold which exists inside the pain. Inside the suffering amongts her prey. Still month after month, day by day they continue to line up. They preach of strength, absent minds and independence. They speak of a better future. Of a time to come, which will bring sunlight to the skies she clouds. Moments of promise and clarity. But...
December 2009
13 posts
3 tags
Reality
I don’t reside in this reality amongst men. I take pride living insanely. Give me time to explain the meaning behind this fantasy. I’d rather sleepwalk across the street where the flickers of daylight guide my feet, my world, my time, my choice to live in misery. Where the shadows fit me comfortably. The endless sky filled with darkness, oh how it blankets our excitement. Full of shame...
3 tags
Momentary Escape
There he sits. Watch him as he reflects. His mind a neverending race. The miles get longer and longer each passing moment. Its like time stands still with every step he takes. No finish line in sight, no…..no stopping this race. Sinking deeper in his chair by the second. Quickly before realizing the moment might be lost, never again to be remembered. He starts playing the keyboard, as if to...
3 tags
Breathe
Another sleepless night, alone but not helpless. I have my thoughts for comforting company. Let us drift in self less space. Many hours spent afloat on this mattress. It begins with a walk towards the past. What little things I seem to miss. In hopes of overlooking the scars I bare from this gravel road. Let’s travel, hand in hand, a perilous journey. Cold fingertips which seem to be sewn...
“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become...”
“You don’t develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday....”
“Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you...”
“The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it...”